[sweetnwildParticipant]

why did it HURT so ME MUCH so MUCH ??? ❓

itz because i had alwayz PRIDED myself on being more CONSIDERATE to the FEELINGz of men and especially women :yes:

when i found out how inconsiderate i waz and BELIEVE me i REALLY really waz and im not talking about physical abuse im talking about MENTAL ABUSE. im not talking about SWEARING at someone telling them they were ugly or stupid etc. im talking about playin mental gamez with your loved onez that over a long period of time begin to DRIVE them NUTz when they are around you and many timez even when they are not. i became aware that what i took as PRIDE waz actually my PRIDE at creating such a INCREDABLE HOAX of DENIAL on my concious self that allowed me to BELIEVE what i thought may be happening could ever in TRUTH really be HAPPENING. i did that using a countless string of unending truths that along the way of the unending string came many a truth that waz simplly created from FALSE information that didnt really EXIST in the way that i at that time BELIEVED it to EXIST. so i dont know what you the reader would have done but i decided i had to AVENGE this and CHANGE it. so i choose to go deeper still into the depthz of myself and figure out how. as thingz are looking now it would appear that i would have been wiser to leave it alone and just go on living and dealing with thingz without going even deeper into the realmz of the unknown within my mind. ur aware of the STORY of ALICE in WONDERLAND ? WELL that meanz to describe whereby i fell into. within my mind ragez a battle of THOUGHT that is going on. im AWARE that FEAR and JEALOUSY have been for the last hundredz of many centuriez been SECRETLY with-holding the AWARENESS that they CONTROL a MAJORITY SHARe on a STAGGERING PORTION of all of our thoughtZ CHOICEz and ACTIONz/REACTIONz. a share that is NOT BELIEVEABLE. NOW please deny the next BIT of INFO that is on it way to be IMPRINTED next that being that TRUE or NOT i have become aware of a DELUSION of a FANTASY that the ENERGY PATTERNz of JEALOUSY and FEAR are FORCES of ALL OF OUR NATURE THAT HAVE AWARENESS to WHAT and WHO or WHAT they are. chose who or what depending only on your perceptionz of LIFE. IM GOOD WITH either word itz all the same to me :thumbup:

[sweetnwildParticipant]

yeah so no proofy no believy and no believy no future time pay so much attention in yee. ever so slightly without us ever becoming aware that it is happening to everyone everywhere all over the place right here and now. as i told you i waznt kiddin bout the DEPRESSION dangerz of these IMPRINTz that are now FLOWING within your MINDz SYSTEMz after their wee BITz traveled the globe to bring itself to you. if you didnt feel what i waz just typing about then feel good and dont even waste another thought on it as i meant the other reader. i mean reader. so here is the scoop why they tell everybody not to go to FAR into their own SUB-CONCIOUS. what one learnz overall in a NUTSHELL is that as concious human beingz WE have no CLUE as to the REASONz why we REACT to the thingz that WE do the WAY that WE do. itz BAD at first right out of the gate when you ENTER into this area deep within your own THOUGHTz. however most alwayz do the smart thing and turn around right away and conciously and subconciously PLOT thier ASSez right back out of their and STRAIGHT as a ARROW back into their CONCIOUS selfz never to return and just as PLEASED never to RECALL “why” . what i did waz i got PISSED off that i waz RUNNING away from TRUTH and i TURNED around and went the OTHER way and then i became aware that the FARTHER and DEEPER i went the more i found out how much WE are all unaware of why we all feel the way we feel all the time. i became aware that we were so clueless to the ORIGIN of our own INTERNAL FEELINGz that we all were simply not aware there waz many ORIGINz of SIMALARITYz. THEN of course i waz hit with the CURSE of the SUB-CONCIOUS memoryz existing within the recall of my concious awareness. thatz when it began a DEPRESSION within me that spread like CANCER within my mind. my concious mind mind you. what takez place at this point is you become aware that the majority of our BELIEFz that we all CHOOSE to use in everyday life and in a PINCH WE HAVE created from PAST TIME beliefz etc etc. what we find out is that all those past time believez were in their BEGINGING created from FEELINGz that they felt BELIEF in but had no CLUE as to the REASONz why and if they were to somehow in that moment of time become aware why they would DENY it to DEATH and if they couldnt DENY it because someone waz such a cruel son of a bitch to go to the TROUBLE of stacking it into pilez that would BLOCK one from denying it they would no doubt begin crying and crapping themselvz etc because they wouldnt UNDERSTAND how they could be creating so many STEADFAST choicez BASED on such IN ACCURATE awareness of what that ONE waz believing in and doing. thatz just the LIGHT version what i FELT waz more intense. it waz a SHAME that i waz NOT prepared for as i CONFRONTED it at FULL SPEED denying at that TIME anything EXISTED. it hit me REALLY REALLY FUCKING hard right in my SOUL. ITZ HARD TO EXPLAIN WHY. i know why itz hard to. i know itz because i dont like the memory of it. im aware that it hurtz me and makez me feel WEAK and COWARDLY.

[sweetnwildParticipant]

yeah so no proofy no believy and no believy no future time pay so much attention in yee. ever so slightly without us ever becoming aware that it is happening to everyone everywhere all over the place right here and now. as i told you i waznt kiddin bout the DEPRESSION dangerz of these IMPRINTz that are now FLOWING within your MINDz SYSTEMz after their wee BITz traveled the globe to bring itself to you. if you didnt feel what i waz just typing about then feel good and dont even waste another thought on it as i meant the other reader. i mean reader. so here is the scoop why they tell everybody not to go to FAR into their own SUB-CONCIOUS. what one learnz overall in a NUTSHELL is that as concious human beingz WE have no CLUE as to the REASONz why we REACT to the thingz that WE do the WAY that WE do. itz BAD at first right out of the gate when you ENTER into this area deep within your own THOUGHTz. however most alwayz do the smart thing and turn around right away and conciously and subconciously PLOT thier ASSez right back out of their and STRAIGHT as a ARROW back into their CONCIOUS selfz never to return and just as PLEASED never to RECALL “why” . what i did waz i got PISSED off that i waz RUNNING away from TRUTH and i TURNED around and went the OTHER way and then i became aware that the FARTHER and DEEPER i went the more i found out how much WE are all unaware of why we all feel the way we feel all the time. i became aware that we were so clueless to the ORIGIN of our own INTERNAL FEELINGz that we all were simply not aware there waz many ORIGINz of SIMALARITYz. THEN of course i waz hit with the CURSE of the SUB-CONCIOUS memoryz existing within the recall of my concious awareness. thatz when it began a DEPRESSION within me that spread like CANCER within my mind. my concious mind mind you. what takez place at this point is you become aware that the majority of our BELIEFz that we all CHOOSE to use in everyday life and in a PINCH WE HAVE created from PAST TIME beliefz etc etc. what we find out is that all those past time believez were in their BEGINGING created from FEELINGz that they felt BELIEF in but had no CLUE as to the REASONz why and if they were to somehow in that moment of time become aware why they would DENY it to DEATH and if they couldnt DENY it because someone waz such a cruel son of a bitch to go to the TROUBLE of stacking it into pilez that would BLOCK one from denying it they would no doubt begin crying and crapping themselvz etc because they wouldnt UNDERSTAND how they could be creating so many STEADFAST choicez BASED on such IN ACCURATE awareness of what that ONE waz believing in and doing. thatz just the LIGHT version what i FELT waz more intense. it waz a SHAME that i waz NOT prepared for as i CONFRONTED it at FULL SPEED denying at that TIME anything EXISTED. it hit me REALLY REALLY FUCKING hard right in my SOUL. ITZ HARD TO EXPLAIN WHY. i know why itz hard to. i know itz because i dont like the memory of it. im aware that it hurtz me and makez me feel WEAK and COWARDLY.

[sweetnwildParticipant]

yeah so the JEALOUSY. we can talk about mine later because itz so mind blowing it will take a few forum pagez. so letz switch back to the JEALOSY back at that POINT in the LAST POST i waz talking about. it a INSTINCTIVE and NATURAL reaction within all of us INTERNALLY. so the POINT that we are back to is that your CONCIOUS MIND waz not AWARE that this FEELING within you took PLACE. however it STOPPED you from creating any BITz of a truthful reality that YOU the READER believed in because you had in a second or two etc PREDICTED itz CONCLUSION and already PRE-JUDGED it in TIME as being NOT TRUE or REAL upon itz CONCLUSION in FUTURE TIME whenever that maybe. therefore AFTER that POINT in TIME all OTHER attemptz that may have made you feel the same way or similar would each be JUDGED just a few milisecondz FASTER each and everytime into the future until a point would eventually come whereby you would have no awareness that the REASON why you could never understand what i waz saying waz because you kept PREDICTING the DIRECTIONz i waz HEADING and cutting them of because of your OWN fear and jealousy. now dont forget you wouldnt even be aware that this happened as it would be CUT OFF within your sub-concious at a INSTINCTIVE and AUTOMATIC of TIME and SPEED. so dont feel jealous or fearful that im sounding so controling and stuck up with my tone as im not whatsoever im actually terrorfied right now. most readerz are not used to reading a person that typez while terrorfied and the mere TUNNEL VISION can come off a LIL CONTROLIN sometimez and with good reason as thatz what it waz hopin for as it waz screamin from within with the terror of course. itz all natural and nothing to be alarmed about take a big deep breath and think of someonez crotch in your face that you would enjoy and f you cant think of anyone perhapz your not dinning on the right crotchez for your taste. right so you would even be aware of it. therefore if some idiot in a forum accused you of it you would think, “WACKO” because you would have no RECOLLECTION of what he waz REALLY talking about and therefore as we need WITNESSABLE PROOF that something occoured before WE choose to BELIEVE in it we will automatically choose to DISBELIEVE it. IT ALL MAKEZ perfect sense just google it. kanaroo one sec brb

[sweetnwildParticipant]

yeah so the JEALOUSY. we can talk about mine later because itz so mind blowing it will take a few forum pagez. so letz switch back to the JEALOSY back at that POINT in the LAST POST i waz talking about. it a INSTINCTIVE and NATURAL reaction within all of us INTERNALLY. so the POINT that we are back to is that your CONCIOUS MIND waz not AWARE that this FEELING within you took PLACE. however it STOPPED you from creating any BITz of a truthful reality that YOU the READER believed in because you had in a second or two etc PREDICTED itz CONCLUSION and already PRE-JUDGED it in TIME as being NOT TRUE or REAL upon itz CONCLUSION in FUTURE TIME whenever that maybe. therefore AFTER that POINT in TIME all OTHER attemptz that may have made you feel the same way or similar would each be JUDGED just a few milisecondz FASTER each and everytime into the future until a point would eventually come whereby you would have no awareness that the REASON why you could never understand what i waz saying waz because you kept PREDICTING the DIRECTIONz i waz HEADING and cutting them of because of your OWN fear and jealousy. now dont forget you wouldnt even be aware that this happened as it would be CUT OFF within your sub-concious at a INSTINCTIVE and AUTOMATIC of TIME and SPEED. so dont feel jealous or fearful that im sounding so controling and stuck up with my tone as im not whatsoever im actually terrorfied right now. most readerz are not used to reading a person that typez while terrorfied and the mere TUNNEL VISION can come off a LIL CONTROLIN sometimez and with good reason as thatz what it waz hopin for as it waz screamin from within with the terror of course. itz all natural and nothing to be alarmed about take a big deep breath and think of someonez crotch in your face that you would enjoy and f you cant think of anyone perhapz your not dinning on the right crotchez for your taste. right so you would even be aware of it. therefore if some idiot in a forum accused you of it you would think, “WACKO” because you would have no RECOLLECTION of what he waz REALLY talking about and therefore as we need WITNESSABLE PROOF that something occoured before WE choose to BELIEVE in it we will automatically choose to DISBELIEVE it. IT ALL MAKEZ perfect sense just google it. kanaroo one sec brb

[sweetnwildParticipant]

now those two thoughtz not in order came from your SUB-CONCIOUS guiding you to STAY away from being SUCKED in to FAR to the REALITY that waz being created within your MIND at that time. those TWO THOUGHTz that came at relatively the exact same time were created from TWO specific PATTERNz of ENERGY that is within all of US and is completely NATURal and WITHOUT we could not have survived until this current point in time. one of the energyz waz FRIENDLY good naturered COMPETITIVNESS that CREATED one of the THOUGHTz. the other waz not wanting to be caught in a MENTAL PRISON against your FREE WILL with the RUN-AWAY inner reaction of the feelin of SLOWNESS, useless or STUPIDNESS creating within you UNEXPECTEDLY and BEYOND your CONTROL. one thought waz created from the ENERGY PATTERn we all reconize as FEAR however as it took place at your SUB-CONCIOUS LEVEL of THOUGHT FLOW it waz CUT OFF before you could even RECONIZE it as SUCH. some of you readerz may have more of a ability to recall the faint wee tiny echo of the brief conciousness you would of become AWARE of then judged as NONESENSE and DISCARDED in a millisecond at the speed of LIGHT however most of the readerz will not have RECALL of it or if they did it would be BLURRED beyond reconition and leave them with a puzzled slightly perplexed look or less or more dependin itz all me relativez u no. arrrgggh im back in charactor 4 this part i say u scallywagz and i will tell yee why. itz because im under cover and here to deliver a CRITICAL MESSAGE to the PUBLIC FREE EARTH PLANE of the FREE INFORMATION STREAMz that roam the GLOBE and take off from this wonderful FUNSHIP. right so the other ENERGY PATTERN would have also created so FAST that you would not RECONIZE it when i tell you what by majority of CONTROL the ENERGY PATTERN waz. however maybe if i TOLD you that this SAME ENERGY PATTERn is TRYING to KILL for the last year plus because i have so dam much of it in me towardz everything in my life you may not feel so BAD. arrrrgh thatz right it waz JEALOUSY and deny it if u need to itz all GOOD and it may really be true depending on the read. i cant do examplez for all of you you nitwitz. see i waz juzt jealous of you idiotz right there and again. hang on kangaroo hoppin

[sweetnwildParticipant]

now those two thoughtz not in order came from your SUB-CONCIOUS guiding you to STAY away from being SUCKED in to FAR to the REALITY that waz being created within your MIND at that time. those TWO THOUGHTz that came at relatively the exact same time were created from TWO specific PATTERNz of ENERGY that is within all of US and is completely NATURal and WITHOUT we could not have survived until this current point in time. one of the energyz waz FRIENDLY good naturered COMPETITIVNESS that CREATED one of the THOUGHTz. the other waz not wanting to be caught in a MENTAL PRISON against your FREE WILL with the RUN-AWAY inner reaction of the feelin of SLOWNESS, useless or STUPIDNESS creating within you UNEXPECTEDLY and BEYOND your CONTROL. one thought waz created from the ENERGY PATTERn we all reconize as FEAR however as it took place at your SUB-CONCIOUS LEVEL of THOUGHT FLOW it waz CUT OFF before you could even RECONIZE it as SUCH. some of you readerz may have more of a ability to recall the faint wee tiny echo of the brief conciousness you would of become AWARE of then judged as NONESENSE and DISCARDED in a millisecond at the speed of LIGHT however most of the readerz will not have RECALL of it or if they did it would be BLURRED beyond reconition and leave them with a puzzled slightly perplexed look or less or more dependin itz all me relativez u no. arrrgggh im back in charactor 4 this part i say u scallywagz and i will tell yee why. itz because im under cover and here to deliver a CRITICAL MESSAGE to the PUBLIC FREE EARTH PLANE of the FREE INFORMATION STREAMz that roam the GLOBE and take off from this wonderful FUNSHIP. right so the other ENERGY PATTERN would have also created so FAST that you would not RECONIZE it when i tell you what by majority of CONTROL the ENERGY PATTERN waz. however maybe if i TOLD you that this SAME ENERGY PATTERn is TRYING to KILL for the last year plus because i have so dam much of it in me towardz everything in my life you may not feel so BAD. arrrrgh thatz right it waz JEALOUSY and deny it if u need to itz all GOOD and it may really be true depending on the read. i cant do examplez for all of you you nitwitz. see i waz juzt jealous of you idiotz right there and again. hang on kangaroo hoppin

[sweetnwildParticipant]

so because im a jack ass i NEVER listened to these FREAKIN YOGI warningz in GOOD FAITH :non: 😈

i thought i would be DARING and whatever BAD came ALONG i would simply OUTWIT it :ninja:

well fun ship it didnt work out the way i thought it would :non:

ok i dont know if i should say this however i did THINK about wether i should for a long time and with the RISK of bringing FUTURE NEGATIVE ENEREGY into your life by ACCIDENT i choose to RISK all the livez of the READERz and just GO FOR IT :yes:

now of course im aware your laughin or at the very least ASSumin i waz jokin. however your mistaken as i truely mean it i could be putting all readerz in future danger of RUNAWAY negative thoughtz that could lead to a depression or worse and i dont want to do that. yes im aware i am currently coming off this PAGE as CRAZY. Yes im aware that this is because a part of your SUB-CONCIOUS mind just SENT you a AWARENESS not to TRUST me as i waz CRAZY or MESSING with you eventhough the sender of this MESSAGE to you just then waz not concerned if i waz messing with you as itz only concern waz that you protected yourself by JUDGING me as CRAZY before you went on READING any farther. the reason you dont REMEMBER and are therefore not AWARE of this MESSAGE that i speak of is because it came to you in a FORIEGN TRANSLATION that is FELT within a individual in a time span of fractionz of secondz of THOUGHTz that have all been for SIMPLICITY STREAMED into one big fast live FLOWING FEELING within you that you beyond doubt of blind faith ALREADY CHOOSE to BELIEVE in. im not critisizing you itz also right now happening to me. all im saying is that it happened. let me explain how quickly or take my best shoot at explainin it. first u had TWO thoughtz BASICALLY AT THE EXACT SAME TIME. NOT IN ORDER THE TWO THOUGHTZ were one that you THOUGHT i waz jokin or messing with you and the the 2nd thought you felt a little feeling of a fleeting SPOOKI feelin go off somewhere within u even ur genitalz itz all good.

[sweetnwildParticipant]

so because im a jack ass i NEVER listened to these FREAKIN YOGI warningz in GOOD FAITH :non: 😈

i thought i would be DARING and whatever BAD came ALONG i would simply OUTWIT it :ninja:

well fun ship it didnt work out the way i thought it would :non:

ok i dont know if i should say this however i did THINK about wether i should for a long time and with the RISK of bringing FUTURE NEGATIVE ENEREGY into your life by ACCIDENT i choose to RISK all the livez of the READERz and just GO FOR IT :yes:

now of course im aware your laughin or at the very least ASSumin i waz jokin. however your mistaken as i truely mean it i could be putting all readerz in future danger of RUNAWAY negative thoughtz that could lead to a depression or worse and i dont want to do that. yes im aware i am currently coming off this PAGE as CRAZY. Yes im aware that this is because a part of your SUB-CONCIOUS mind just SENT you a AWARENESS not to TRUST me as i waz CRAZY or MESSING with you eventhough the sender of this MESSAGE to you just then waz not concerned if i waz messing with you as itz only concern waz that you protected yourself by JUDGING me as CRAZY before you went on READING any farther. the reason you dont REMEMBER and are therefore not AWARE of this MESSAGE that i speak of is because it came to you in a FORIEGN TRANSLATION that is FELT within a individual in a time span of fractionz of secondz of THOUGHTz that have all been for SIMPLICITY STREAMED into one big fast live FLOWING FEELING within you that you beyond doubt of blind faith ALREADY CHOOSE to BELIEVE in. im not critisizing you itz also right now happening to me. all im saying is that it happened. let me explain how quickly or take my best shoot at explainin it. first u had TWO thoughtz BASICALLY AT THE EXACT SAME TIME. NOT IN ORDER THE TWO THOUGHTZ were one that you THOUGHT i waz jokin or messing with you and the the 2nd thought you felt a little feeling of a fleeting SPOOKI feelin go off somewhere within u even ur genitalz itz all good.

[sweetnwildParticipant]

right so wether you have read about the DANGERz of DEEP LEVEL MEDIATION or NOT try to look it up if you feel the desire also feel free to POST about it in this THREAD to let me know because i could of just made it up without REALIZING it because i do that kinda thing all the time :rolleyes:

i got to that point of the sub-concious. now this is where this STORY getz HONESTLY FREAKI and PLEASE dont KID yourself that it wont if it does. well maybe you should and i will explain why. the INFORMATION that i READ from the YOGIz told TALEz of INDIVIDUALz that had gone INTO this AREA of their MIND before they were READY and PREPARED for it and became aware of AWARENESSEz about what it is to be a HUMAN INDIVIDUAL that make it VERY CHALLENGING to prevent yourself from going INSANE and LOOSING COMPLETE CONTROL of your MIND, BODY and SOUL. There are PASSAGEz about how INDIVIDUALz that have ENTERED this DEEPLY into themselvez have been thought of as POSSESSED by the peers that surround the individual. there are passagez of all sortz of BAD STORIEz about what happened to these individualz. less than a century and still in partz of the world today individualz that this happened to would be extermanated for DISRUPTING the concious thought flow streamz of the FREE PUBLIC with the AWARENESS that one could obtain from traveling this DEEPLY into ONEz own inner self concious. well in truth i only read one internet web site on mediatition so these storiez could have been complete bullshyte. well thatz not true either. i read a few websitez on meditation and they were pretty freakin good but i couldnt quote u the source of this specific website as it waz over 10 yearz ago. i could hunt for it but i have a feelin that i read it on a few sitez and in a book or two as well. the WARNINGz part so personally i believed it and the main reason why waz how well it waz written witch really had the air of someone that had nothing to gain , had done something to quickly in medation and had regreted it and had alot of trouble with it and had really takin the time to simply write about it. thatz my story and im stickin to it and quoute me and bring me the quote to remind me when you do so as i will have a clue what your talkin about and wont have to look into your EYEz of SKEPTISIM while i look like a moron not having a clue what my own QUOTE even MEANT. SERIOUSLY i think slow alot. ok kangaroo is back hand on :wave:

[sweetnwildParticipant]

right so wether you have read about the DANGERz of DEEP LEVEL MEDIATION or NOT try to look it up if you feel the desire also feel free to POST about it in this THREAD to let me know because i could of just made it up without REALIZING it because i do that kinda thing all the time :rolleyes:

i got to that point of the sub-concious. now this is where this STORY getz HONESTLY FREAKI and PLEASE dont KID yourself that it wont if it does. well maybe you should and i will explain why. the INFORMATION that i READ from the YOGIz told TALEz of INDIVIDUALz that had gone INTO this AREA of their MIND before they were READY and PREPARED for it and became aware of AWARENESSEz about what it is to be a HUMAN INDIVIDUAL that make it VERY CHALLENGING to prevent yourself from going INSANE and LOOSING COMPLETE CONTROL of your MIND, BODY and SOUL. There are PASSAGEz about how INDIVIDUALz that have ENTERED this DEEPLY into themselvez have been thought of as POSSESSED by the peers that surround the individual. there are passagez of all sortz of BAD STORIEz about what happened to these individualz. less than a century and still in partz of the world today individualz that this happened to would be extermanated for DISRUPTING the concious thought flow streamz of the FREE PUBLIC with the AWARENESS that one could obtain from traveling this DEEPLY into ONEz own inner self concious. well in truth i only read one internet web site on mediatition so these storiez could have been complete bullshyte. well thatz not true either. i read a few websitez on meditation and they were pretty freakin good but i couldnt quote u the source of this specific website as it waz over 10 yearz ago. i could hunt for it but i have a feelin that i read it on a few sitez and in a book or two as well. the WARNINGz part so personally i believed it and the main reason why waz how well it waz written witch really had the air of someone that had nothing to gain , had done something to quickly in medation and had regreted it and had alot of trouble with it and had really takin the time to simply write about it. thatz my story and im stickin to it and quoute me and bring me the quote to remind me when you do so as i will have a clue what your talkin about and wont have to look into your EYEz of SKEPTISIM while i look like a moron not having a clue what my own QUOTE even MEANT. SERIOUSLY i think slow alot. ok kangaroo is back hand on :wave:

[sweetnwildParticipant]

argggggh

so back to the part that the freakin YOGIz told me not to MESS with :non:

but before i go back there let me just say the freakin part at the bottom of the page when youve typed too much that keepz jumpin up down like a kangaroo on meth is drivin me nutz and i dont expect anything to be done i just wanted to

im typing it from a REASON. as soon as i typied it i felt alot better :thumbup:

now if it made you feel worse or NEGATIVE for some reason consider letting me make it up to you with my tongue etc :lips:

right now back to the YOGI and how they told me to not go into my SUB-CONCIOUS :non:

ACTUALLY first letz finnish this post up so as that kangaroo thingy wont happen again before i can finish the yogi warningz :non:

just so as i dont waste a post i will add this extra line into it to show everyone what the FORUMin SPRIIT be all bout i say :thumbup:

wait a sec take two extra linez i say i like you readerz thus far :thumbup: :wave:

[sweetnwildParticipant]

argggggh

so back to the part that the freakin YOGIz told me not to MESS with :non:

but before i go back there let me just say the freakin part at the bottom of the page when youve typed too much that keepz jumpin up down like a kangaroo on meth is drivin me nutz and i dont expect anything to be done i just wanted to

im typing it from a REASON. as soon as i typied it i felt alot better :thumbup:

now if it made you feel worse or NEGATIVE for some reason consider letting me make it up to you with my tongue etc :lips:

right now back to the YOGI and how they told me to not go into my SUB-CONCIOUS :non:

ACTUALLY first letz finnish this post up so as that kangaroo thingy wont happen again before i can finish the yogi warningz :non:

just so as i dont waste a post i will add this extra line into it to show everyone what the FORUMin SPRIIT be all bout i say :thumbup:

wait a sec take two extra linez i say i like you readerz thus far :thumbup: :wave:

[sweetnwildParticipant]

u all know me u know what i do for a living :poo:

make my livin forum 4 a livin :thumbup:

im not talkin any trivia threadz or add on crap :non:

im talkin real FORUMIN :aluvard:

as in wakin up in the morn and rushin to the bathroom wit yee laptop 2 poop and type from your dreamz about the forum while u sleep FORUMIN :clap:

thatz right FUNSHIP im talkin livin n breathin the forum obsessively as well as compulsively :ninja: :eye:

im talkin bout replacin sex with FORUMin and wankin while typin postz :yes: :thumbup:

u all know those peoples that tell you to get off ur puter and forget bout the FORUM for awhile ?

im talkin bout FISTIN those people and i am NOT talking in the FACE or the GUT if u catch my drift 💡

(psst think oriface if yee stuck)

im talkin bout talkin bout postin in the forum to let the forum know how ur day waz in the forum :wave:

im talkin bout lookin into the FORUMz eyez and feelin somethin SPIRITUAL and OUT of this WORLD about FORUMin :angel: :alien:

hey MODz of the FUNSHIP ahoy from emit :thumbup: :thumbup:

instead of typin in one POST i will be usin alot of POSTz as im oboseesive compulsive about my forumin as well as a BAD speller and grammerer :yes:

i also tend to make up wordz and although i dont expect anyone to keep using them i do expect them to simply understand and keep readin as long as they already knew what i meant at the time they stopped :;):

not really that just sounded kewl so i FLOWED it into the FORUM and therein liez the BEAUTY of FORUMIN :lips:

so MODz if you would like me to STOP making to many POSTz one after another PLEASE let me KNOW and i will STOP it and if you want i will even EDIT them all into ONE or LESS postz :thumbup: :wave:

or if you want to thatz also fine. while your at it see if you can take out some of the Zz they drive me nutz 👿

now dont get the IDEA that i like MODz :non:

understand that as a child BEFORE i could defend myself MODz raped me in front of my parentz and then killed them while i watched while gaggin on their gigantic volumez of sperm witch waz flyin out my nostrilz, mouth as well down me windpipe :sick:

me papiz final wordz were “DONT SWALLOW SON!!! 😳

thatz a second before they rammed his own cock in his mouth so as i could watch him choke to death right before me eyez and i wont even get into what those DAM MODz did to me mama god rest every part of my wonderful mama including all the peicez of her genitalz scattered all over the interstate and the I90 as well as a few smaller roadz :angel: :wave:

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u all know me u know what i do for a living :poo:

make my livin forum 4 a livin :thumbup:

im not talkin any trivia threadz or add on crap :non:

im talkin real FORUMIN :aluvard:

as in wakin up in the morn and rushin to the bathroom wit yee laptop 2 poop and type from your dreamz about the forum while u sleep FORUMIN :clap:

thatz right FUNSHIP im talkin livin n breathin the forum obsessively as well as compulsively :ninja: :eye:

im talkin bout replacin sex with FORUMin and wankin while typin postz :yes: :thumbup:

u all know those peoples that tell you to get off ur puter and forget bout the FORUM for awhile ?

im talkin bout FISTIN those people and i am NOT talking in the FACE or the GUT if u catch my drift 💡

(psst think oriface if yee stuck)

im talkin bout talkin bout postin in the forum to let the forum know how ur day waz in the forum :wave:

im talkin bout lookin into the FORUMz eyez and feelin somethin SPIRITUAL and OUT of this WORLD about FORUMin :angel: :alien:

hey MODz of the FUNSHIP ahoy from emit :thumbup: :thumbup:

instead of typin in one POST i will be usin alot of POSTz as im oboseesive compulsive about my forumin as well as a BAD speller and grammerer :yes:

i also tend to make up wordz and although i dont expect anyone to keep using them i do expect them to simply understand and keep readin as long as they already knew what i meant at the time they stopped :;):

not really that just sounded kewl so i FLOWED it into the FORUM and therein liez the BEAUTY of FORUMIN :lips:

so MODz if you would like me to STOP making to many POSTz one after another PLEASE let me KNOW and i will STOP it and if you want i will even EDIT them all into ONE or LESS postz :thumbup: :wave:

or if you want to thatz also fine. while your at it see if you can take out some of the Zz they drive me nutz 👿

now dont get the IDEA that i like MODz :non:

understand that as a child BEFORE i could defend myself MODz raped me in front of my parentz and then killed them while i watched while gaggin on their gigantic volumez of sperm witch waz flyin out my nostrilz, mouth as well down me windpipe :sick:

me papiz final wordz were “DONT SWALLOW SON!!! 😳

thatz a second before they rammed his own cock in his mouth so as i could watch him choke to death right before me eyez and i wont even get into what those DAM MODz did to me mama god rest every part of my wonderful mama including all the peicez of her genitalz scattered all over the interstate and the I90 as well as a few smaller roadz :angel: :wave:

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